I don’t know why I feel so fucking anxious
But I am suspicious of this new medication
It’s probably fucking with my head more than fixing it,
Causing the frustration rather than lifting it.
But then that’s how I feel about them all at first,
Isn’t it?
They upset me until they simply dull me,
Into nothing.
I wish there was something I could hold onto as real,
But it’s hard to find the right side of the mirror
So I have come to the conclusion it must be these pills,
But I use them still because I hopelessly hope
They may level me out
In the long run,
When I know they won’t.
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